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    • my silly boy
    the silly things he does makes me smile

    the silly things he does makes me chuckle

    the silly things he does makes my heart pound

    the silly things he does makes my stomach wiggle

    the silly things he does makes my life sweet

    the silly things he does makes my life wacky

    I SIMPLY LOVE MY SILLY BOY :)
    Monday, May 26, 2008
    outing 7:57 PM

    went to pasir ris farmway last saturday with bf. really enjoyed myself though there were some tiffs. bought kiwi some snacks and bf bought her a belated birthday present. she must really be happy. :) 

    oh. and we bought mommy some gold fishes. :) bought like 9 of them. and i pick them myself. they are now swimming happily in the tank at home.

    at the fish farm

    Friday, May 23, 2008
    3:52 PM

    the past few days was all about going out to do surveys. it's such a bore. but anyway. we me meiying vanessa eileen yixian shahirah did it. anyways. we were at bishan yesterday. and yea. there was a super nice uncle who actually bought the 6 of us bottles of mineral water each. as well as gave us some bun from breadtalk. :) kinda hard to find such kind hearted souls in this buzziling city. 

    other then school stuffs. i'm just resting my tired body at home. wells. bf is totally busy with his work as usual so he don't really have much time to spend with me. sometimes. i feel really neglected. cos he hardly calls or sms me. but at times. i feel i should be understanding. really hope his period of busy time will soon fly past and i can finally have bf accompanying me most of the time. oh wells. but i guess it'll be kinda tough. besides. he's kinda at the age where he should be working hard. 

    Tuesday, May 13, 2008
    where have i lost myself? 10:32 PM

    a classmate asked me today. "so what's your plans? what are you going to do in uni.?" and all i could reply was "i haven't thought. get over and done with my dip. first"

    gosh. i suddenly feel i've kinda lost all my goals and dreams during these months. and all i can think of is having my small little cafe selling sweets. where has all my dreams gone of having a huge business of my own or building my career? have i lost my drive to work towards my goal? 

    god. please lead me back to where i lost myself so i can find myself back.

    Thursday, May 8, 2008
    happiness to the core! 11:12 PM

    happiness is all i can say for today. :)

    met bf after school today. told me to meet him at bedok first. went there straight after school. saw him and i smiled. although i've been with him for quite awhile. i still can't help smiling everytime i see him. is that what love means?

    we had super duper yummy-licious mee-soto at the hawker at bedok interchange. should go try it. it's really good. the soup is yums. plus it's only $1.50. anyone can afford that. :) 

    wanted to go to ikea to get something for kiwi my d
    og. her birthday is this sunday. but in the end. decided to go catch a movie at cineleisure instead. so we headed down to somerset. and we decided to watch speed racer since the timing was good and bf loves racing cars. well. i love race cars too. :) 

    speed racer was super hilarious. kinda dumb in some way where you know all the bouncing around for the cars plus the shooting and crazy stunts could never happen to any race cars in reality. i guess that was what kept me laughing. and the kid was super hilarious with his chimpanzee. :)
    bf train home with me. we were laughing and teasing each other the whole time. really can't stop smiling. :) 

    it's really happiness to the core.

    Wednesday, May 7, 2008
    pretentious 5:46 PM

    sometimes i feel really relieve not having to see someone i detest after knowing the character of that person shall name that person P.
    sometimes i really wonder why people will act in a way where instead of being grateful that P has found a new group of friends, P decides to turn her back and actually come up with stories causing the friendship to become tense.
    sometimes i wonder why P would come up with all sorts of lies to attract all the attention. 

    but i guess these doesn't matter to me anymore since i got to know the kind of character P likes. and furthermore. i'm not the only person who feels that way. so i guess my conjecture is not wrong. P is just has low self-confidence plus an attention seeker who uses all sort of despicable methods just to get the attention. 

    P is just pretentious. 

    Tuesday, May 6, 2008
    less quarrels more happiness :) 9:08 PM

    one year has passed. more happiness to come. :) 

    celebrated our anniversary last sunday. did the usual things. watched movie. had dinner. sometimes the things we do didn't really matter so long as the company is right and that's all that matter to make me smile. :)

    i guess my mom's starting to accept bf. really happy even though they have yet to meet each other. but at least she doesn't comment much. plus she actually ask bf to help bake a cake and she asked me to help say thanks. :) 

    really hope god will continue to bless our relationship. less quarrels more happiness!

    Sunday, May 4, 2008
    first.anniversary 10:24 PM

    happy anniversary sweets! :)
    smile
    his smile makes me smile

    his eyes makes me smile

    his scent makes me smile

    the way he talks makes me smile

    the way he laughs makes me smile

    the way he hugs me makes me smile

    the way he kiss me makes me smile

    I WANNA SMILE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE :)

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