anyways. i helped out at church confirmation camp as a facil. it's so meaningful. kinda got me connected to god again. :) and experience his love. anyway. one of the most meaningful portion at camp was the confirments reconciliation with their parents. and for that. the parents all had written a letter to the confirments expressing their love. most of them cried. basically. most of these confirments came from broken families. and somehow. their relationship with their family seemed so blurred. and i guess they've been touched after knowing that their parents do love them unconditionally. :) and for the reconciliation part. it was actually the "washing of feet" whereby jesus stooped down to wash his disciples' feet. but this time round. it's actually the parents and the confirments washing each others' feet. i cried terribly. seeing the parents and these children actually putting aside their pride. ego and even resentment to forgive each other and wash each others feet. the meaning behind it is so so meaningful i can't stop crying. most of us facilitators were sobbing at the corner maybe because we were really touched and yet somehow are reminded of our heartaches.

the confirmation camp was totally meaningful and i really understood something. everything i've done during the camp was not my work but god's.