during my last week of holidays. baby decided to book a chalet to spend some time with me as well as have a small get together with my friends. :) however. i fell sick during the holidays. but still. it was quite fun having meiying meilin qishen christina ben bf and i. 

however. 2weeks ago i found out that bf was still smoking. it really broke my heart. all these months i thought he had quit and finally found out that he didn't. i cried. felt a thousand needles pierced through my heart. since then. i started praying the rosary every night before i sleep. somehow. god made me feel better. i prayed that god will give him the determination and strength to quit and also to bless our relationship with happiness. 

anyways. went out with bf on wednesday. watched quantum of solace. had jumbo hot dog. trained home and talk lots. :) i really miss hanging out with bf cos he has been so busy. darling bf didn't even get to have enough rest cos he worked more than 18hours a day. i wish to cook a little something to fill his tummy. wish to massage his aching body. wish to hug him tightly to sleep. 

was at double o last night with christina ben meiying vanessa yixian and some other random people who are their friends. had a little too much drinks. started puking. thank god bf came and made me feel alot better. started crying for i dunno wad reason. probably cos i drank too much. bf told me he'll take care of me for the rest of my life. told me to give him a little more time to quit smoking. i love him. i really do. 

god. please let this relationship last for a life time.